pearls

- some days she forgets me but i don’t mind. it gives me a chance to just observe. i can take in her slept in bed and clothes all over.

and i know her and how her mind works so i can not judge her because i understand.

-i get to see her stare into her own reflection as she changes herself over and over again. and on the days where her femininity returns from far away i can see her appreciation for my presence grow and she welcomes me back.

and i go wherever she does. to her friends house to walk through the

neighborhood, to the beach to feel her sweat slip into the sand, or her job where we will see hundreds of people a day.

no matter what she does i appreciate

being able to take in these sights

until the next time she becomes him

and abandons me for his own comfort